Your Pain

With your pain I cry
Only your smile can stop my tears
You slowly fade away in to despair
I know I am unable to help
I try every way I can
I would do anything that helps you
Would give you my soul
My heart
My life
I miss your smiling self
More by the second
Every painful second that passes
Of being apart
Agonizing pain
Until I reach you again
I will be broken
Only when I am with you I feel whole and alive
Without you I’m lost and afraid


My Promise

I can promise
You will never see me break again
Leave again
Kill again
Cut again
Burn again
Unless you cheat again
You know no limits
I have never been good enough for you
I’m not thin
I’m not smart
All I do is write
Listen to music
But I am
Original
Colourful
Dark
Hated
Loved
Unique
Anything but average
I will never be normal
You do not own me
You never will
You can never
Know my emotions
Since
You would
Worry
Hate
Not trust
And resent me
You lied
You cheated
You nearly abandoned me


My secret life

Tears, blood, and burn
A redeeming smile
Everything is fine
No one has to know
A happy face
No one notices
Let it out
They freak out
One love
A possible forever
Unknown lives who could have ever known
Tears blood and burns were daily
Even in classes
Burn the cuts
You have no more chances of redemption