body wound palette


Today I woke up, with a new pain
What color should I paint it?
The story of how it ended like this
Dumb and stupid as always
I hear the echo of my heart
My mind hits all my memories
I will have to live with this stupidity
What is the matter with you?
How long do you plan to be like this?
The same questions
They resonate in the room
The same memories
They hit my existence again
The me of now only dedicates itself to throwing everything away
The night hits my window
Another day living this hell
Will I ever be able to live without pain?
It's morning
Another pain, what color should I paint it?
The memories come to my head again
Tears start to fall
The sunlight reflects my scars
I get tangled up in tears and questions
If I had the chance to change this
Would anything really change?
Silence invaded my room
The scars start to stand out
The pains completely take over my body
It already seems like a feast full of colors
Tick ​​Tack Tick Tack
Time passes very fast
Bedtime has come
Tick ​​Tack Tick Tack
My heartbeat is slower
My breath hurts
It was enough, I already had enough of this
What is the matter with you?
How long do you plan to be like this?
The same questions
They resonate in the room
The same memories
They hit my existence again
The me of now only dedicates itself to throwing everything away
The night hits my window
Another day living this hell
Will I ever be able to live without pain?