歌詞

1.I am scared of and avoid becoming close to somebody, though I want to.
I am afraid of being hurt, and from that cause, I am always sensitive.
I dislike responsibility and restraint. I feel that it's carefree
when I am alone.
I don't take marriage, the delivery either. I dislike failure.
because I am avoidant, I always think not to do anything great at all,
so that I get along somehow with no stressful happennings of life .
because I am avoidant, I live small life and think
that I should be able to spend it ordinarily calmly without any harmful
incidents.

2.I actually dream of a living with the love and warm family,
marriage with a lovely person peacefully from my bottom of soul.
But feelings of hesitation and the reconciliation wells up to me
when I try to go out with a person and I begin to talk with him.
Yes, I am avoidant, but I always think that I want to be
wrapped in the gentleness of a close person who I really adorn and
admire, respect, love.
Yes, I am avoidant, but I want to live with people whom I love sincerely,
without shutting myself up. I really want to live as my true heart.