「Selbstwiderspruch」

*
Antinomy always whirls inside
Guilt and pleasure
Reason and instinct
Dualism and pluralism

My ground is vague and indefinite
But I condemn others
My idea is shaky and ambiguous
But I conclude dogmatically

**
This riptide is driving me crazy
I feel guilty　but I can't help seeking pleasure
and get gratification by rapture
then have a desire by complacence
after all to fill the desire I offend against sense

* & ** repeat

(chorus)
Antinomy inside of me　wells up like magmas or the flood
Nobody can control it
Everything conflicting　invades my sense
and robs me of balance　by its toxin
Disturb me mercilessly

** x2repeat
(chorus)
** x2repeat

***
Ambivalence always whirls inside
Mercy and sadism
Innocence and craft
Monism and pluralism

The ego is vague and indefinite
But I will insist on my own identity
Understand, but double standard passes for the equity

Are all good any more?

** & *** & ** repeat

(chorus)