Even I can't tell you the truth
Nothing matters at all
Flying crows can't tell you that thing
They look at me and cry
Under a tree of tears

Tell me to cry behind those fears
What a shame for me to be near you

Is it truly a shame to hide like you
Behind your god too
Behind my door
If living is wrong, what do I do?
Shame others like you?
Out of question
I don't want to break yet
Cloudy skies
I want to gaze out just one more time
Don't tell me what to do
Don't tell me what to believe

Farther from home, in my bedroom
I contemplate demise
"Is it worth it?"
Why do you ask?
Life has no meaning

Finally you realize it's the end
Turning back's pointless
Listen this time
Why can't I fight alone with my strength?
I try to find it, the honest me
Deceptions cloud my every thought
My breath won't come
Shaking until the morn
Telling myself I am not gone

Won't you just leave me be?
So lonely
Cry out in remorse, no one's listening
Skies cry along with you
Marker or paint washes your face
So unlike you
It's only the morning
Do not hide
"Reality calls" you said that time
Please listen to me now, my dear