Overdoes



Insomnia, That bothers me everynight.
Nightmare blames me
Even closing eyes anytime.
It can not be understood by anyone
I endure the tears with Loneliness
in narrow room.


My wounds get very sore
buzz, anxiety
I need medicine anytime
but Fear does not go away
help me

Overdoes,
overdoes I can’t stop dependence a drug.
Overdoes,
Someone please stop me
do not to treat gently.

not enough,
White tablets calling me
every midnight
with the one loneliness
I want the one Salvation.




To vomit and eating I repeat
dancing and running
it is so funny.
bright moon kill my emotion,
I’m crazy little blue bird.
flying…

Overdoes,
overdoes I can’t stop dependence a drug.
Overdoes,
someone help me or kill early morning,
alone night I throw myself away
Ineffective drug

Shall you suicide with me?
may you forgive I please.

Medicine, painful my heart and body anytime
Killing me, if this pain persists with your hands please, please.
Forever I want to see dream a graceful dream I wish

can I sleep tonight?
Did you take any medicine?