Ooh
Left alone again
Chasing after you
What more can I do?!
In the throes of despair,
I secretly sought comfort in death
There was nothing but darkness
awaiting me on the other side
Unthinking mind
Idiocy of suicide
The fake smiles in sight,
and lies hidden behind the lines
“I love you” “I care for you”
Leave me be if you're saving face
JUST DISAPPEAR
Destruction of the truth. . . of my trust
*Chorus
Let rejection melt with
the midwinter snow today
and may bitterness fade
Can't live with you, can't live without you
I don't want to feel this way!
I have to rely on myself again
but there's still anger and anarchy among the
hesitation inside my soul
IT'S AS IF IT NEVER ENDS
Idealization and devaluation
The cycle starts anew
I can't explain it, but it feels like
you're gonna throw me away
Nothing here, just disappointment
I'm quitting now. I don't wanna play
I keep hurting myself
Here lies my intentions
Isn't it better to dream than face reality?
The voices inside my head say to
ABANDON HOPE
THESE RELATIONSHIPS HAVE NO VALUE AT ALL - -
ALL YOU ARE IS A WALKING CORPSE
*Chorus
Let the radiant sun break through
the clouds over head
and may the pain fade away
Can't live with you, can't live without you
I don't want to feel this way!
Paranoia will reign high as I sleep alone
with nothing to look forward to the next day
I'll keep pushing you away
THIS DISORDER HAS NO END
What lovely euphoria
against such dismissive dysphoria
The path to recovery is laid out ahead
I'll struggle. . .
I'll get hurt. . .
But I'll live
*Chorus
Let the radiant sun break through
the clouds over head
and may the pain fade away
Can't live with you, can't live without you
I don't want to feel this way!
It's about time to accept who I am
and create my own identity
To fight against adversity
I don't want to go back to those days!
*Chorus
Let rejection melt with
the midwinter snow today
and may bitterness fade
The radiant sun broke through
azure horizon
marking the start to a new year
From now on, I'll start to change my ways
There's only one life to live, right?
With or without you, my happiness depends on me alone
Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter
Life and death,
the cycle starts anew
Through joy and misery,
these feelings ring true
The rainbow has a new hue. . .
The borderline in my mind
境界性パーソナリティ障害 きょうかいせいパーソナリティしょうがい、英: borderline personality disorder)
複雑性悲嘆 (ふくざつせいひたん 英: Persistent complex bereavement disorder/Complicated grief)
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『Congratulations!』
君の声がする
君だけの音が鳴り響く
こわくないよ
手をとって
未来へ走ろう
忘れかけた君の「ほんとう」も
まだ眠ってる明日(あす)の扉も
隠さなくていいんだよ(いんだよ)
見せてよ...Congratulation!【応募用】
Kai
廃墟の国のアリス
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BPM=156
作詞作編曲:まふまふ
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曇天を揺らす警鐘(ケイショウ)と拡声器
ざらついた共感覚
泣き寝入りの合法 倫理 事なかれの大衆心理
昨夜の遺体は狙...廃墟の国のアリス
まふまふ
A
救いを待ってた 放課後で
降り止まないのは 大粒で
呪いになってた 一言に
背中を取られて 落ちそうだ
B
希望は ないんだろう
未来も ないんだろう
止まった 時計の針
目覚めは 遠い遠い...アンチボディスリープ
かぜよみるいと
ミ「ふわぁぁ(あくび)。グミちゃ〜ん、おはよぉ……。あれ?グミちゃん?おーいグミちゃん?どこ行ったん……ん?置き手紙?と家の鍵?」
ミクちゃんへ
用事があるから先にミクちゃんの家に行ってます。朝ごはんもこっちで用意してるから、起きたらこっちにきてね。
GUMIより
ミ「用事?ってなんだろ。起こしてく...記憶の歌姫のページ(16歳×16th当日)
漆黒の王子
ありえない幻想
あふれだす妄想
君以外全部いらないわ
息をするように嘘ついて
もうあたしやっぱいらない子?
こぼれ出しちゃった承認欲求
もっとココロ満たしてよ
アスパルテーム 甘い夢
あたしだけに愛をください
あ゛~もうムリ まじムリ...妄想アスパルテームfeat. picco,初音ミク
ESHIKARA
A1
おはよう飛び交う
いつもの朝が
デジタル時計を
進めていく
B1
慌ただしく繰り返す声
追い越された
「遅刻!遅刻!遅刻!」
S1...【曲募集】Rock 'n Roll Alice【譜割り有】
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