My life is a sin, begging no mercy
I've been trapped in nameless misery

Don't ever wanna be forgiven
Cause I recognize hell is heaven

My tomorrow full of sorrow
Tried to run away but there ain't no way

All these lesions on my brain
Make me lose control
Blood that rush through my every vein
Urges on my mind and soul

I'm bearing a dirty duty
Got to choose to commit a treason
All I see is ugly beauty
Can't refuse cause I got no reason

Light and shadow
Both so hollow
Conquered by silence
I have lost my sense

All these lesions on my brain
Make me lose control
Just one thought of dying in vain
Surges up within all my soul

I'm bearing a dirty duty
Got to choose to commit a treason
All I see is ugly beauty
Can't refuse cause I got no reason

I am paranoid
Feeling so annoyed
No way to avoid
Till everything is destroyed

I'm unsatisfied
There's nowhere to hide
Still bleeding inside
And pieces of my heart collide

My life
O pectora caeca

Don't ever wanna be forgiven

I'm bearing a dirty duty
Got to choose to commit a treason
All I see is ugly beauty
Can't refuse cause I got no reason

I am paranoid
Feeling so annoyed
No way to avoid
Till everything is destroyed

I'm unsatisfied
There's nowhere to hide
Still bleeding inside
And pieces of my heart collide

My life has been a sin