Ah…
Well, it doesn’t matter
I’m sure I’ll stop before I get hurt again
Ah…
It’s “oh well, whatever”
And yet I can’t begin to wrap my head around it….
How I do it, and think it through it, and then pretend that it’s okay
But, well,
It doesn’t really matter
No, it doesn’t really matter
anyway…

Ah…
Well, it doesn’t matter
I’m sure I’ll stop before it gets worse again
Ah…
It’s “oh well, whatever”
And yet I’ll still go on to rack my brain about it
Why I do it, and think it through it, and act like it won’t happen again
But, well,
Even if it mattered
Oh
It never really matters, in the end… what I do
Know I’ll collapse, relapse, and have to start anew
So, It doesn't matter at the end of the day
No, it doesn’t really matter
Oh, it doesn’t really matter
anyway