Every little piece
of me
and you
oh father
don't you see
it's all hurting me?
but no,
I want
to die
but I'm too afraid
so I
am stuck
feeling worthless
crying till I can't no more

Please
just please
leave me here alone
but too many things
keeping me here
like love
but not
from you
but another
who makes me feel like I'm worth something

But no
you won't
shut up
and I'm
to afraid
of loosing your "love"
so
I stay
and try to behave
but it's all crumbling down
Threaten me again
"I don't
even
care anymore
I'm
growing
colder and colder"
and
I try
and try
but to no avail
I'm stuck in this vicious cyle

Please
just please
just
don't speak to me anymore
"You know I love you"
An intoxicating lie!
but no it's all the same in the end
plaster on a smile
and make it through the day

Oh
father
I'm tired of living
but
oh so much
to live for- ah!
you take
them all
away
again and I'm so
lost
nothing left
to care
for
but him
and you'll
take him away too if you knew
so it's a secret
that I'm in love and he loves me too

Please
ah- please
just
I don't want to hear
Your voice anymore for
it cuts to the core!
but I can't make the outside look
like the inside
without you saying it's for attention

Perhaps
someday
I'll be free
but for now
I'll wait
try not to cry
put on
a brave
face for my friends
never let them know how much it hurts inside

Please
Please
I'm down on my knees
begging for no more!
but no God doesn't hear
the feeble cries
I mutter aloud

and so I'll have to get by somehow