「遺書（Sorry）」

Lyrics



Life is like killing time?
If so, it is too suffocating
I'm sorry, but I'd rather log out
Even if there is no paradise

Just want to sleep so badly I can't help it
Thinking about the future I can't see
It makes me dizzy
Stomachache, headache, anguish, depression
But no tears flow
I can't write lyrics anymore, I'm worthless

By exchanging your love for creation
I can become a "human" who feels alive
Please...hey please gimme more your love
Just kidding I'm pathetic
Hey, what is happiness?

God made a mistake in the setting
'Oh, will tomorrow be good?'
But that's meaningless if I die today
There's no balance between unhappiness and happiness

Sorry　
Sorry
To the me who once dreamed and laughed
I've taken away the world you wished for and painted
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so weak and fragile and pathetic
I couldn't take you to the future
So sorry



Farewell to the ridiculous world
A balance to measure with the soul on it
"How many tears will the world shed?"
"How many smiles can I take away?"

How insecure I am
I wonder if I'll finally make a name for myself when I die like Maestro
No, I'm not. I'm the good for nothing
(haha... Hopelessness)
I walk and walk and walk, but I can't find a place to stay

No matter what I do
No matter what I see
No matter what I eat
No matter who I am with
I'm hungry, cramped, and depressed all over again
To fix it, I have to make a song or make a story

Ah, when...
Ah, when will someone...
I quit thinking about that a long time ago
Over time, I have to face reality, even if I don't like it
With anxiety and impatience, I'm an insomniac today

Sorry　
Sorry
To the mom and dad who gave birth to me
I'm a failure to live up to your expectations
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I can't believe a word anyone said
When I saw your tears, I finally realized
”I'm such an idiot...”


It's not that I want to die
I just don't want to live
Just want to sleep
Not worthy anymore.
Still want someone to love me.


Sorry
Sorry
To the me who once dreamed and laughed
I've taken away the world you wished for and painted
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so weak and fragile and pathetic
I couldn't take you to the future
So sorry

Sorry
Sorry
To all of you who have met and listened to my songs
I who can do nothing from now on
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
To the "you" whose face I have not seen yet
I'm sorry I couldn't meet you
I'm sorry

So sorry...