I cannot tell you I love you,
however hard it's for me to refuse.

I do not have other way to choose
against my policy which rejects
irregularities.


Remember the words which I told you first.
"I never will think of you in that way."

It was my fault not to blame you.
But you must have gotten what I meant.

Whatever we are thought to be,
will it be bind for us?

The prejudice shall be beaten by me.
Here, now you see?
It's my shining privacy.
AHHH


I cannot tell you I love you,
for I have a big promise in my heart.

You may say it is mean of me
to stick to my word.
But you know, that is what I am.



We know nothing goes as we planned first.
Because of that, we are full of complaints.

What we need is to act actually,
once we have decided what to do.

Finding a normal way of life
will never make us shine.
Let's step into a crazy way
which leads us to
where no one has ever been.
AHHH


However anxious I may feel,
if I can trust myself, it's OK.

This is more relieving than
orders by others?
For I know anyone cannot change me then.



I have been nothing
better than a clammed shell
unready for a refusal by you.

When away from you,
I found that I need you.
And that made my eyes wet a bit more.

To tell the truth, maybe I loved you.
But that was the bad weakness in me.

I'd rather deny facts in my past
spent with you dreamily than
let love spoil my mind.
AHHHHHHH


I cannot tell you I love you,
however hard it's for me to refuse.

I do not have other way to choose
against my policy
which rejects...
Whatever lies ahead of me,
I'll go, just believing in myself.

You may say it is stiff of me
to stick to my way.
But you know, that is what I am.
As you know, that is what I am.