habitual heartbreaker
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Everchanging is my heart
I am reeling in pieces of your love tonight
Never thought that I'd say
"Like a dove, I must take flight"

I didn't mean to toy 'round with your heart
I guess I'm just heartbreak à la carte
Can't stay in place if I wanted to
I might as well come forth and be true

Breaking hearts habitually
Is something way too natural for me
I can't help it, but I want to be wanted
Taking love for granted endlessly
With a backstabbing guarantee
Can someone fix me? So I'll be the best me?

Killing my feelings softly
Trying to forget what it's like to feel
Reaching out for nothing
Can't tell how much of my love is real

And I know what I do isn't right
But I can't stop myself, try as I might
Love or don't love, it makes me sick
Knowing I'm chronically unable to pick

Breaking hearts habitually
Is something way too natural for me
I can't help it, but I want to be wanted
Taking love for granted endlessly
With a backstabbing guarantee
Can someone fix me? So I'll be the best me?

So many lost loves all around
Many hurt feelings lie on the ground
Do I deserve love? I don't think I do
At least not from you

How could you love someone like me?
I'd just burden you, can't you see?
I don't need to be in society
So, I'll just leave you be