Even when something sad goes down, I laugh
Even when something good comes by, I laugh
No matter what happens, I ain’t gonna lose
I should’ve had that fire in me from the start

Punching the wall
Punching my face
Screaming till my voice gives out

This sure as hell ain’t some happy occasion
Even if they tell me I should just be glad
I ain’t glad at all

Right now I’m just pissed off

Even after sleeping it off for hours
My body still feels all wrong
And that’s what makes it worse — I got no regrets
So all that’s left is pure frustration

It ain’t anybody else’s fault but mine
I still ain’t ready to look ahead
Even the booze I drink out of spite tastes bad
I get sick and try to forget it for now

Tomorrow, I bounce back.
Not yet.
Not now.