"dead weight" - lyrics
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No bells tolled the day I left.
"What's that sound?"
The emptiness.
No mourning was for me,
Death lacking sincerity.

Don't you know it's all a lie?
Although I do try and try,
Your words, they flatter me,
but I'm not very sweet.

I'm a liar in a mask,
Nobody has caught on yet.
Apathetic to your pain,
I pretend to feel something.

Don't you know it's all a lie?
Although I do try and try,
Your words, they flatter me,
but there's something you don't see.

(I'm lying, feel nothing.)
(I'm crying, feel something.)
(I'm lying, feel nothing.)
(I'm crying, feel something.)

Why am I even here at all,
if I'm just inflicting pain?
Why am I even here at all,
if it's just living in vain?
What's the point in going on,
if I hate all the passing days?
What's the point in going on
if there is something wrong with me?

People grew to care for it,
The lie they're familiar with.
It's too late to reveal now
who I am, so stick around!

I used to shine and be real.
I used to know how to feel.
All stars die before they show,
so I guess we'll never know.

(I've become hopeless.)
(Utterly useless.)
(A disappointment...)
I'm exhausted.

Why am I even here at all,
if I'm just inflicting pain?
Why am I even here at all,
if it's just living in vain?
What's the point in going on,
if I hate all the passing days?
What's the point in going on
if there is something wrong with me?

Please remind me what I'm doing,
I can't recall anything.
Please remind me why I'm doing
this bullshit in the first place.
What's the point in going on,
if I hate all the passing days?
There's a point in going on
for everyone
but not for me.

I could do it easily...
but these people here need me.
I've already been selfish,
I'll make it up doing time.

Why am I even here at all,
if I'm just inflicting pain?
Why am I even here at all,
if it's just living in vain?
What's the point in going on,
if I hate all the passing days?
What's the point in going on
if there is something wrong with me?

Please remind me what I'm doing,
I can't recall anything.
Please remind me why I'm doing
this bullshit in the first place.
What's the point in going on,
if I hate all the passing days?
There's no point for me but
I'm stuck here for all
eternity.