The pains I once held in my hands
Sink their teeth into the side of my neck
I keep on dreaming those same old dreams
God, I’m so tired of them
I thought I’d already left it all behind.

“Forget me? That’s cruel,”
You’d probably say to me
Yeah… I know
I really do
But sometimes remembering
Hurts far more than letting go

These hands around my throat
I know there’s no meaning in it
I’m just… worn down to the bone, that’s all.
And I used your name
As the reason for my weakness
If you want to hate me, then go on
But no matter how tired I am
I know I’ll still be thinking of you

I tried everything I could
Yeah, I really tried it all
But the hole carved out in my chest
Never filled, not once
I already know
What could ease this aching…
I know it, but
There’s nothing I can do

If there’s a mercy left for me
If fading out is still an option
Then maybe leaning on that choice
Wouldn’t be the worst thing
Yeah… it’s fine. It’s fine like this
If it means I could see you again
Then it couldn’t be such a terrible choice

These hands around my throat
I know there’s no meaning in it
I’m just… worn down to the bone, that’s all
And I used your name
As the reason for my weakness
If you want to hate me, then go on
But no matter how tired I am
I know I’ll still be thinking of you

You always loved bread
So I bought some again today
And I’m waiting for you
On that bench in the park
Even knowing we’ll never meet again
I’ll sit right here
And wait quietly for the end to come