All of a sudden
I'm ditched and left high and dry
Stuck in a cloud of doubt
wondering how and why

This time I really have
no clue what I did
but I know they really
hate my guts

改善するために何ができるか？
Kaizen suru tame ni nanigadekiruka?
What can I do to improve?

本当に希望はないのか？
Hontōni kibō wa nai no ka?
Is there really no hope?

あるものが別のものにつながる
Aru mono ga betsu no mono ni tsunagaru
one event leads to another

本当に希望はないのか？
Hontōni kibō wa nai no ka?
Is there really no hope?

(6/4 blast beat)
(breakdown)

What must I do

できるすべてをした
Dekiru subete o shita
I did all I could

What must I do

本当にぼくが嫌いなの？
Hontōni boku ga kiraina no?
Do you really hate me?

I question why I even live

ぼくのすべてが腐敗するまで
Boku no subete ga fuhai suru made
until all of me rots away

If only I were dead back in 2012

Am I the one to blame
No clue if I'm one at fault
Some of my plans have been
put into a grinding halt

This time I really have
no clue what I did
but I know they really
hate my guts

突然の失望
Totsuzen no shitsubō
a sudden disdain

空が黒くなる
Sora ga kuroku naru
the sky turns black

本当に希望はないのか？
Hontōni kibō wa nai no ka?
Is there really no hope?

あるものが別のものにつながる
Aru mono ga betsu no mono ni tsunagaru
one event leads to another

本当に希望はないのか？
Hontōni kibō wa nai no ka?
Is there really no hope?

(6/4 blast beat)
(breakdown)

What must I do

できるすべてをした
Dekiru subete o shita
I did all I could

What must I do

本当にぼくが嫌いなの？
Hontōni boku ga kiraina no?
Do you really hate me?

I question why I even live

ぼくのすべてが腐敗するまで
Boku no subete ga fuhai suru made
until all of me rots away

If only I were dead back in 2012

(solo: WintermintP)

What must I do

できるすべてをした
Dekiru subete o shita
I did all I could

What must I do

本当にぼくが嫌いなの？
Hontōni boku ga kiraina no?
Do you really hate me?

I question why I even live

ぼくのすべてが腐敗するまで
Boku no subete ga fuhai suru made
until all of me rots away

If only I were dead back in 2012