Catharsis

Another day
Another chance to do everything wrong
Always the same
I'm so tired of this boring song

No matter what
There's no one in the world I can please
I wish I could find a button to turn this noise off

Wake up again
The monsters waiting to tear me apart
But I will show them what I'm made of, I will not give up

I'm not worth much
But I have to try, I'll do it for them
They know my pain, they know my fears, they see me cry at night

My life is on the line
Get up and go to work and
smile and pretend I'm fine
And stay there overtime!

This is not who I am
Not what I want
I want to eat and drink by myself, rest and stay home

With my kitties together in bed
With my kitties but I'm here instead
With my kitties they lend me their strength
Why am I at the office?
I feel like the dead!

With my kitties so warm and so soft
With my kitties there's no paperwork
With my kitties I'm never alone
Forget about my day job
Here's where I belong

But first I need to pay off that loan

Another week
Another month, I feel like a robot
Please set me free
From this prison that I call my job

Is there a point?
When this darkness closes in on me
I can't even hear the sound of my voice anymore

Wake up again
To this nightmare where things always go wrong
When will this end? I just want some answers and some hope

I must be strong
Even if it kills me from the inside
I'll fight the poison, I will show them what I'm made of because

Nobody understands
How hard it is for me to
smile and pretend I'm fine
and be nice and polite!

This is not who I am
Not what I need
I hope the servers crash, let me go and be at peace

With my kitties I wish I was there
With my kitties and petting their heads
With my kitties the world is okay
I'll need another coffee
To last through the day!

With my kitties their noses I'll boop
With my kitties their toes I will smooch
With my kitties I know what to do
Please cancel all my meetings
So I can leave soon

Tomorrow I will sleep until noon

With my kitties...
With my kitties...
With my kitties I'm not at a loss
I won't go to the office
Too bad for my boss!

With my kitties my selfies are great
With my kitties they make me feel blessed
With my kitties no one can compare
I might get terminated
But it's hard to care

With my kitties...

With my kitties...

With my kitties...

I laugh and we play
But I lost my job so now

I'll open a cat cafe