In times of happiness, the tears fall endlessly
Even when I don't want these memories to reject me
In times of mourning, the tears fall endlessly
Even when the years pass, I can't forget it

Suddenly, anxiety overwhelms me
Why can't I overcome this hurdle?

*Chorus
There will be day when I'll stop wishing for
the power to turn back time
As I gently trace these scars of mine,
I want someone to find some value in me

If I said that I wasn't scared to move forward
Would you think that I was putting up a front to impress you?

Suddenly, melancholy overwhelms me
I don't think that I can recover again

*Chorus
There will be day when my faith will return
Until then, my self-esteem will take another hit
You believed in me more than anybody else
This guilt is pushing me to the edge
But still. . . even now
I'm afraid of living in solitude
When I've known nothing about the world outside of my walls

Your kind, unattainable wish for me
My selfish prayers went unheard again
My frustration and stubborn ways are killing me
Those sweet, kind words of encouragement
You're the one who's precious and I'm simply nothing

ENG cover lyrics 「英語のカバー歌詞」 - Kurenai_Akari「紅＿明り」
Original lyrics & music 「オリジナルは歌詞と音楽」- 涼風涼雨「Suzukaze Ryo

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～近未来都市より～願い (ENG cover lyrics 英語のカバー歌詞)

Scarlett_Candela 紅＿明り

ENG: The cover lyrics to Suzukaze-sensei's "Negai" was written between 2 to 3 years ago, during an episode of me being depressed & feeling inadequate. I felt that with my current state of mental health, that this would be a good time to post my cover. Though I don't have a concrete translation of "Negai" from Japanese to English, I thought it was important to my lyrics that rang true to myself, enough for it stand on it's own as a cover & original.

The combination of low self esteem, anxiety & depression as of recently has led me back on the path of "mood stabilizers" (a.k.a. medication for my Bipolar Disorder). Apparently, I'm that emotionally fucked up to warrant their use again according to several doctors whom I've spoken with in the past two weeks, so. . . I don't know how to feel about it to be honest. No one takes my claims of being suicidal, depressed or anxiousness seriously anymore & it's sad.

I can't trust anyone anymore. There's me & only me now.

- Kurenai_Akari 「紅＿明り」