I was waiting downtown for you to show your face
That was hours ago. . . Guess I'll be going home alone
The people passing by, the clouds within the sky
I knew that they were all laughing behind my back

Can I decide on the answer? Will I keep a bit of resolve
To accept this harsh reality and act like nothing happened?
But I couldn't believe it then and I can't accept it today
It hurts to think that to you,
I must be another clown to play and then discard

*Chorus pt. 1
Ah, spinning round, spinning round
spinning 'till I lose control
Ah, breathing in, breathing out
It never ends
That's right, it's gonna be a sad ending to this drama
After all is said and done, I'll never love again

No matter what happens, life simply goes on
Someday the pain will dull and I can finally move on

I hang on to my breath for just a split second
But I'm afraid to say what's going on in my mind

Was it really a stroke of luck
or was it fate playing a game?
Maybe it's better in the end if I smile and feign ignorance
But you were the one
who touched the deepest part of my jaded heart
with your sweet precious smile
With your shroud kindness
Oh my God, I think I'm gonna break down right here

*Bridge*
Ah, spinning round, spinning round
spinning 'till I lose control
Ah, spinning round, spinning round
spinning 'till I lose control
Ah, breathing in, breathing out
This will never, ever end
Ah, breathing in, breathing out
Just kill me where I stand

*Chorus pt.2
I wanna change, wanna change
I need to change myself
Ah, I'm so scared, so scared of these changes
Yeah, I'm all done, I won't wait for someone who can't love me
And I swear to never break down like this again for you

*Chorus pt.3
Ah, spinning round, spinning round
now that my love has been lost
Ah, as I breathe, I will continue to hope
Yeah, in the past I was the one who was played for a clown
But now I move forward without any- -
Without any strings here